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Oof, I grew up
So, long story short my grandma died. And now I've acquired a bunch of old stuff from when I was a kid. And in the spirit of feeling nostalgic and the passage of time, I'm gonna redo some old journals. New answers will be bolded. First March 2013 1: What would you name your future daughter? Um, what daughter. Kids are not an option. I don't want kids, but I love the name Imogen. 2: Do you miss anyone? Yes. Yea, we've lost a lot of people in 10 years. 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? AHAHAHAHAHAHA! Wait, you're serious? >/////< Pretty isn't my goal, but thank you. 4: Ever been told "it's not you, it's me"? No Kinda. Then she lead me on for 4 more years cause I'm dumb as shit. 5: What are you looking forward to in the next week? Food stamps?.... NEW TV 6: Did you go out or stay in last night? I was out. I was in bed my wife like the old man I am. 7: How late did you stay up last night? I still haven't been to bed. And it's now 7:00 p.m. In bed before
Open Letter to Love Lost
Been doing a lot of 'journaling' essentially to get things off my chest without starting an argument. It gets the feelings and words I need out, without bringing them up to who I project them at. Of course if it's a real issue, I'll bring it up. You won’t ever get to know how happy I wanted you to be. You’ll never know how desperately I loved you. You’ll never know how deeply you hurt me. 5 years later and I still catch myself crying about you. I have to be okay with that. I can’t worry about how you feel about me. But, I do. I’m so hurt you think so lowly of me. Best friends our whole life, and now I don’t know if I’ll ever see you again. I don’t know where you are, or what you’re doing. I haven’t for awhile. But I dream of you. Almost every night. Most nights it’s sad. I mourn you, like the dead. Some nights it’s worse. And we’re happy. You’re my friend again. Happily nestled into a relationship with another. You’ll never know this is truly what I wanted. You and I could never
Maymay
1) Are you really ready for 125 questions?
Honestly, no, but I need to stay awake.
2) Was your last relationship a mistake?
10000% I fucked up dating my best friend and lost her in the process.
3) Do you believe in God?
I do not
4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
My cousin when he left for work
5) Do you regret it?
Course not
6) Have you ever been depressed?
Yes, I have depression
7) Have a best friend?
Yeees
8) Are you a boy or girl?
Dude
9) What is your relationship status?
Married and gay
10) How do you want to die?
By suicide most likely
11) What did you last eat?
Pei Wei
12) Like to go on walks?
When the weat
Haven't Memed in Awhile
ONE - Spell your name without vowels: ss
TWO - Are you single?: No
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 2
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Black
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Browns
SIX - Favorite candy?: I legit don't know. I don't like sour.
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Wacky tobaccy
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: I like where I am and who I'm with. And I'm getting pretty content with me. So, I'd say yea. It's taken a literal life time of growth to feel this way.
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Lmao, no.
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: History. Especially ancient history. Love m
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